Love

I realized today that I think I'm in love. Not that deep seeded love tat lasts for years and years, but the kind that all teenagers experience. The kinda that is soul warming and heat breaking. That you can't change, deny or really do anything about, because guess what, he has a GIRLFRIEND! and not a girl, who is a friend either, a let's-sit-outside-our-study-class-and-make-out and a I-love-you-so-much-and-I-think-you-are-the-kindest-and-most-amazing-person-in-the-world-and-I-hope-we-stay-together-forever-and-let's-exchange-rings-and-lose-our-virginity-together kinda of girlfriend.
Sooooooo, what to do. Should I continue my convert love affair with the most gorgeous, witty and intelligent guy in the world, or should I try to "break it off"? (A somewhat stupid question, as there is nothing to break off, except the bus rides home)
When i think about it, I realize something. I don't want to break it off, even if I can't have him, why can't I just spend time with him, enjoy being in his presence, and enjoy just having him for a short time him?
He is not mine, and to that girl out there, you know who you are, I can only say one thing. You one dam lucky girl to have such a great guy.